Why my University doesn’t give FULL information on IMPORTANT parts of various works that need to be done.
And why just no one can give me that information and answer my goddamn questions. Why. All they do is like redirect those questions to each other.
And if I mess up, it’ll be my and only my problem. And everyone’s gonna be like oh, but you should have known.
I would know. If just someone fucking tells me. And tell me where else I can get that information. Because I don’t know. But no one else does as well. Wonderful.
Not a single minute passes without me seeing some crap on the internet. Which just reminds me of so many reasons why for the most part I’m not exactly fond of people. And, therefore, makes me upset.
Yeah, I’d better study. And then draw. Good plan.
Just another day when I really want to be embraced and soothed and assured that everything will work out.
Well. It’s the middle of the night. I don’t want to sleep yet. Gonna work on my project for my University since I decided to work on it at least a little everyday so that I don’t have to go crazy trying to finish EVERYTHING on the last night before the deadline. And I didn’t do anything about it today.
Those are the perks of having no social life whatsoever (though sometimes I do manage to be kinda social). A lot of free time on your hands that you can use. That is, unless you tend to feel bad also for no reason whatsoever and often feel like you barely can make yourself get up and do just something. Then it’s kinda bad. Unfortunately, it happens to me a lot.